Becoming a mom has changed my life completely. I feel totally responsible for my little one. Sometimes I am too afraid that I may miss out on doing something important for my child. I may not have all the energy and patience all the time, but I am trying my best.
On the lighter side, some of my simple everyday activities have become big luxuries. It's easily a few days since I had my morning cup of tea without any interruption. I do miss going out to my favorite restaurants every weekend, since meticulous planning is required if you want to take a five month old for a few hours. Forget about sitting in movie theaters, long drives, shopping spells and the like. I don't want to blame my infant but these are the realities of being a new parent.
Another change I notice is in my psyche. I experience a subtle guilt if I take time out to do something that is important to me. I keep telling myself that I must not fall into this trap since I can do my best only if I am happy and not give up everything that I like doing.
Parenting is definitely keeping me on my toes, I need more energy and sometimes I need a vent to all that I experience so I am fresh all over again to take on the day. Parenting has something new to offer everyday. I hope to keep updating my blog with all my learnings, the little joys, the frustrations, the wisdom.
Here's a wonderful parenting quote "Don't prepare the road for your children. Prepare your children for the road".
